How it all started for me

I found out later in life that my mother figured out I was gay when I was just a little boy, way before I ever started school. She said, "A mother always knows". Nothing ever happened to me until Jr. High, but just before that I discovered cock. I had to be ether 5th or 6th grade when I saw my brothers friend Joey at the community pool. I'd just moved to New Mexico to live with my dad and his wife and her 2 sons and I was a fish out of water. I was from the big city, Dallas, Texas and all of a sudden I'm in this tiny little town in NM. Talk about culture shock but I was finding my way. It was summer vacation when I moved in and being a small town, not a lot to do for fun but they did have that swimming pool so off I went. It was near where my dad worked so he dropped me off and I spent the day there. I remember walking into the locker room to change into my swim suit and as I'm changing this older boy walk in. I'd met him before, Joey was in the same class with my brother Ben but as I was 2 years younger, he didn't give me the time of day but I was all eyes. Joey is talking to some guy as he's changing and I look over just in time to see him step out of his briefs. I nearly fell off my bench, he had the longest cock I'd ever seen in my life. It wasn't hard but it look like my dad's stud horse. This skinny boy was packing quite a slab of meet between his legs and I couldn't take my eyes off it. It was only a few moments but to this day I can still see it. I remember thinking about his big cock the very first time I ever jacked off. Fast forward 3 years and I've moved back to Texas and to my mother who in my absence has remarried. We were living in a suburb just north of Dallas and I was starting my 8th grade year. Bigger school, it had more kids in that middle school of only 3 grades than the entire student body, K-!2, of the small town I'd just moved from, this place was big. Anyway, I had signed up for concert choir as I had always loved to sing and I loved the teacher. Danny was a boy in my class, he was a year younger than me but way taller than me too. We sang in the same section and sat next to each other. He was kind of goofy but nice enough and we would talk a lot. The year went on and I made a few friends but nothing happened. Winter break was over and it was starting to warm up when one early spring afternoon, I was walking home from school when I spotted Danny leaning on the bridge railing. We started talking, I don't remember about what but we started walking home together. Turns out, Danny lived at the end of my block on the corner and he had watched me walk home all the time. He invited me in and soon he is showing me his dad's porn collection and then he asks if I want to jack off with him.  Hell yes, I was all over that and my jeans were open and my hard dick was in hand beating for all I was worth. Then I look over at Danny to find him with his jeans not only open but down around his ankles, legs spread wide and stroking his man sized cock. I just stopped and stared, damn, Danny was hung. He was in the 7th grade and had to be packing an 8" of cock and it was thick too!

"You wanna play with it?" and like a moth to a flame I reached over had took hold. It was so hard and long and smooth. I couldn't look at anything els. Those girly tits and ass magazines didn't hold any interest once I had his cock in my hand, I was mesmerized, in a trance even, all I could do was stroke that cock. At some point he is stroking my smaller cock but I could hardly notice. My mind like my hand was full of his cock. I don't know how it happened, but all of a sudden, I'm leaning over his cock and it's slipping into my mouth. His hands are on my head and for the first time in my life, I'm sucking cock (the first of many, I might add) I'm officially a cocksucker! Danny returned the favor but it just wasn't the same, I pushed him off my cock and dove back down on his. I got down off the bed we were sitting on and on my knees between his long legs swallowing his cock like a pro. I loved cock! 

That was day one of my cock worshiping,. Every week would find me at Danny's house sucking his big cock. Danny told me a family member of his taught him about cock sucking and he taught me and I was a willing student. I did the same trick with another boy in my class, showing him porn and getting him to let me suck his cock. I was on the make but they were the only guys I got that year. That summer we moved to another town east of Dallas so I didn't get to see Danny for a long time. I did see him again, after I got my drivers license I drove myself to my dentist and looked him up to suck his cock again. He tried to fuck me that time but hot knowing what we were doing, it hurt like hell so we stopped. I wish he had been my first, I wanted that cock so bad but it wasn't meant to be. But a drivers license opened me up to a whole new world of cock to suck and my first fuck.

Back to a small town and smaller school my freshman year started and God I hated this place. The guys seem to pick up on the fact that I was gay and I was a walking target for the jocks and other ass holes in high school. It was just before Christmas and mother and I were at the mall doing some shopping when we stopped for a break and bite to eat. We were in the food court and while she was taking a break I walked over to the little novelty store to look around and I'm standing at this glass counter looking at one of those ink pens that have a naked man or woman on them, If you turned them upright, a black something slipped down to expose their naked bodies. Silly I know but a horny kid will look at anything and this was way before internet porn was a click away. Hell we didn't even get a computer in our house for a few year back then and the internet at home was years off yet.  So anyway, I'm playing pocket pool with myself looking at that stupid pen when this guy walks up and makes a comment about the pens. He then ask me if I knew where the restroom was and stupidly I tell him around the corner. 

"Could you show me?"

What a dope, I was 15 and slow on the uptake but I looked over at mother and said, "follow me" and off we walked. Into the restroom and up the the urinal and he pulls out his cock and starts jacking off so I did too. He never touched me but shot his load and was out of there in a flash. WOW! Who would known?! You can find horny guys at the mall! I loved that! I was doing everything I cold to get to the mall but it wasn't easy. I didn't drive and we lived out in the country so nothing was happening. Then I got my license and my first car and a job at the mall. I hung out at the mall all the time sucking guys off in the restroom and one of them was a really busy one too. It was at Sears and it had 2 sets of doors so when you opened the first door it would make the second door bang and give you a chance to stop what you were doing and look natural. I'd been sucking guys off in this restroom for 2 years now and I'm the ripe old age of 17, the age of consent in Texas at this point. No telling how many guys got there cock sucked off by an underaged cocksucker back then. This mall was really near the rodeo and horny cowboys  were always coming in for a quick blowjob and one day I was sucking the hot cowboy off when the door banged and I jumped back into my stall and the cowboy ran off. This good looking, sandy haired guy walks in and looks me over sitting on the toilet and steps up to the urinal and unzipps. It soon became apparent he is jacking his cock. he looks over at me and I show him my hard cock and he turns around and shows me his. He walk over to my stall and I start sucking him off and we were really going for it he was fucking my face when the door banged and he jumped back around and I covered up. The guy pissed and left and we started again. Well this was a busy day for the restroom as this kept happening so after our 4th interruption he tells me his name is Bob and he lived near by and did I want to come over and have some fun in private. This was my first time being invited to someones house for sex and I was so excited. I follow him out of the mall and into my car and drove close behind to what turned out to be his parent house. Now I'm 17, about 5.10 dark hair and eyes, fare skinned slim and smooth, an average cute teen. I'm guessing Bob is early mid 20's and he's a bartender at a gay bar so he's been around a bit.  He takes me to his room and we are naked in a flash and once again, I'm on my knees before a hard cock swallowing his beautiful 8 incher. I'm slobbering all over this beauty when he asked.

"Do you like to get fucked?"

"I don't know, never done it"

"Here, let's try something different" he grins as he pulls me up and positions me on my hands and knees on the bed. His warm hands slide over my smooth ass and I jumped a little. He starts fingering my ass and then did the unthinkable, he pushed his face into my crack and started rimming me. I was shocked, but only for a second, I loved it even more than I loved sucking cock. He is munching my horny teenaged ass and I'm pushing back into him and he stopped!

"Don't stop" I moaned, 

"Please don't stop" and back in he dove. This was unreal, I'm losing my mind and he stopped again. OM MY GOD!!! He is driving me mad, he kept stopping and making me beg for it and doing it again. I don't know how many times he repeated this but I was going out of my head. I've reached back and pulled my ass apart and I'm begging for it when he when back in he went, but this time it wasn't his tongue, it was his cock. He had me so opened up that I took his big fat 8 inch cock all the way to his balls in one smooth motion and my cherry was busted and pushed all the way into my ass. No lube, no condom, just spit. His balls are up against mine his pubes are smashed into my ass and he just held me that way until I get over the initial shock of taking my first cock. I could feel his cock so big and hard, his heart beat is pulsing in that cock and I can still remember it as he held me there.  Then it started, he started pulling back and all I could do was panic, I thought he changed his mind but I was wrong it was just the beginning. His slow fuck was incredible and he reached over me and held my hands down to keep me from beating off. He didn't want me to cum to soon, he want this to last and I did too. When I thought he was going to pull out I instinctively clamped down on him and he loved that. He never pulled out, I guess he was afraid he'd have hell getting it back in but he started plowing into me faster and faster. He must have loved knowing he was getting to be the first guy to fuck some teenage ass because he was getting wild back there. He finally let go of my hands and grabbed my hips and started ramming it home. I grabbed my hard dripping cock and started beating away. I can hear him breathing harder and he is slamming into me and one last slam he starts unloading into my no longer virgin ass.  He collapsed on top of me and we lay there in my puddle of cum and with his big cock still deep in my ass. Once we cooled off, I got up and dressed and drove home with his load still up my ass. Thats was the beginning, I started hunting for guys to fuck me all the time after that. By the time I walked across the stage at my high school graduation, I had been fucked by so many guys and my taste was set. I'm a total bottom, I love it bareback, I loved getting strange guys to fuck me in public places and most of all I love a big cock.

This is a true story, it really happened to me, even the names and places are real. Tell me what you think and share your first time.