"I'm not ready to come out. I don't even know if I'm gay," says Phil.
"That's okay," I reason, "we don't have to come out as a couple."
"I have to think about it." The silence lasted for a lifetime until he inquired, "How are you so sure of yourself?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, you've been out for three or four days. How are you so comfortable? I don't think I could be." I really had to think about it. He's right. I had only been out for a few days, and somehow I was already fucking and sucking the coach of the football team, the Pre-Calc teacher and my best-friend.
"I had to stop putting myself down. I never let myself be happy being straight. I let all of my insecurities rule my life. I swore I would not ever let that happen to me again. Also, it's about how I thought of things. At first, I could only think of all the people I disappointed or the people that now hate me. I didn't think about the majority of people whom still love me, and accept me not in spite of my faults, but because of them. Truth be told, I thought you hated me. That was the hardest part of all of this. If you're not gay, that's fine. I won't out you. I won't cling to you in the halls. I will be whatever you want me to be. Your acquaintance. Your friend. Your lover. But just know, I love you. Nothing you say or do can change that."
"I'm sorry I don't have an answer for you."
"Let me know. Now I've got to make it to fifth period. Text me?"
"Sure. I'm bit going to be able to come to practice or the game. Sorry..."
"Stop apologizing. You're fine. I'll see you later.."
Mr. Heilman kept giving me suggestive looks during class. I swear he dropped the projector remote just to show me his ass. It did turn me on, but I couldn't afford another Pre-Calc incident. All I could think about was our football game the next day. If we won it, we went to state. Everyone was being extremely serious about it. All of our players had A's and B's. No bullying from the football players. We were all eating healthily. This is the first time I've seen some of them eat anything green and without grease. Everyone was in the mode.
On my way to my locker, someone said to me, "suck my dick!"
"Sure, bring it here," I replied sarcastically.
"Oh, we all know you want this hot, juicy mouth on your cock. Then you'd like my dick in your ass, right?" He just walked away. Jaw tight. Hands clenched. Ego bruised. I pulled out my gym shorts and left.
I entered every gay man's fantasy. A locker room full of naked guys. All of them had chiseled abs and hung dicks. It was cool how they weren't uncomfortable around me. They always say teams are like a family, but this really makes me feel like these are my brothers. They don't feel any different about me.
*The Next Day*
It's game-time. In the beginning we were behind, but now we're getting near the end of the third quarter and it looks like we have a chance. We're down my 5 points. By the end of the third quarter, we're tied. The best of our offense and defense were on the field. Nobody was scoring. We were getting near the end and we were close to the end zone of the opposing team. We hiked the ball and the quarterback accidentally passed the ball to me. I didn't know what to do, so I ran it all the way to our end zone. I kept running until the announcer said "TOUCHDOWN!!!" The team carried me back to the locker room, chanting our school song.
The team carried me all the way to one of the benches. The set me down and started pulling off my clothes. I want sure what was going on until the started taking of my underwear. They started undressing themselves and then we embarked on a celebratory orgy.
Jake kissed me. It wasn't a one of those romantic kisses that makes someone feel like the only guy in the world. It was animalistic. I was being ravaged, and I loved it. His tongue was so powerful and forceful. I followed his lead and forced my tongue back in to his mouth as well.
He pushed me down to his crotch. As I was going down, I noticed the other guys blowing and being blown. I didn't go straight for his dick. I lifted it and set my sights for his balls. They were extremely big so I licked them at first. Long, soft licks. I, then, sucked on one if his balls for a while. I switched to the other. One could hear moans all throughout the locker room. Next, I focused on his dick. I wanted to give him as much pleasure as possible for the great game he played.
Meanwhile, someone picked up my hips and started eating out my ass. To this day, I still don't know who was back there. His tongue was driving me crazy. He started entering fingers in my ass, but quickly put in his dick. It was giant, but soon he was all the way in. Obviously, it was his first time because he started fucking instantly. My ass was on fire. I screamed around the cock in my mouth. The guy behind me apologized, but didn't slow down. (How sorry was he?) All the while, I was sucking Jake. Jake's dick started to swell. I knew he was going to cum. All I wanted was his jizz down my throat. He came and fulfilled my fantasy. The cock in my ass also came like a horse. Afterwords, I realized that this wasn't just an orgy. It was a gangbang.
I turned over and spread my legs and two guys to fuck me. Adam got under me and entered me. Chase got on top and somehow slipped in. They started pistoning in and out at opposite times. When one goes in one goes out. It was pure bliss. The other guys circled around us and I started giving blowjobs and handjobs. Guys started slapping their dicks across my face, calling me their team slut, bitch of the year, and (creatively) jockstrap.
Adam started kissing my neck and Chase began kissing my I grabbed on the Chase's back. This really set him loose. He began fucking me like there was no tomorrow. Adam and chase began kissing each other.
"So is the whole football team gay," I asked.
"No, but all the sexual tension on the field got us all pent up. We thought you'd be down," Chase replied.
"Yeah, I'm glad you were!" Adam was really enthusiastic.
Before the guys in my ass came, they pulled out. They formed a circle and started jerking their cocks. I became a real cum-slut. All of the guys blew their loads at the same time. All over my body. Just then, Phil walked in the room, flowers in hand.
"You couldn't wait two days for an answer?" He dropped the flowers and left.