Diary of a gay teenager

The diary of a gay teenager

Chapter I

I will start with myself. I am a gay teenager 18 years old my father left when I was very young so I didn’t have much of a male role model. As such I never got into sports and I’m not particularly muscular however I do have a fast metabolism so I am considered slim. I have brown hair with a bit of an emo fringe blue eyes and pale white skin 5”8.  I am a bit of a gamer so I don’t get out much.

It’s been just me and my mum for a long time she has been on a few dates throughout the years but I have always been her no.1 priority so no guy has ever made a notable impression. Until recently... she met a handsome guy online who has a lot of money and seems like a really nice guy! We get along quite well and he has made a big effort to get to know me, which gives him bonus points with my mum.

Things of been going really and I’m happy for them both. I am glad she has finally found someone; I just wish I could say the same for myself. I am a bit shy and quite frankly I don’t get out much other than go to school...At school I tend to keep my sexuality secret because school is hard enough as it is without being bullied. But obviously I do have to go to gym class like everyone else and that involves “The changing room” I can’t stop my eyes from wondering around the changing room after all I’m a horny gay teenage boy who is surrounded by hot guys! Usually that isn’t a problem because the rest of the boys are too caught up in being popular and such to notice. However, on this occasion something different happened there has been a particularly bad case of the flu going around for the last week and almost ¾ of the class is out sick.

Michael was my favourite I was so glad he wasn’t off sick I can’t help but check him out he is 6” tall blond hair green eyes perfect facial features and a cock that looks so tasty even if it is flaccid. Anyway I went about my usual routine of checking out the bulges of the class while they were otherwise distracted in conversation however this time I was caught by staring by Michael the most popular boy in school. Immediately looked at the wall praying he wouldn’t out me to everyone! When I got my stuff together I got out of there as fast as I could and ran into the bathroom I heard the footsteps of everyone as they walked past. I breathed a sigh of relief when they became silent. I was just about to leave when the door swung open and standing there was Michael! I was about to walk past but he blocked my path I knew this couldn’t be good...

I took a big gulp and said “Hi Michael, everything okay?” his response was “So you are into guys then.” It was a clear statement not a question. I didn’t know what to say it must have been so obvious for him to see how could I be so stupid?? What was he going to do? What am I going to do? After a moment to collect myself from freaking out I decided to be honest after all I was caught and there was no way of getting out of it.

“Yeah, I am still coming to grips with my sexuality but I think so. I’m really sorry I didn’t mean to stare. Please don’t tell anyone!” He just looked down at me straight in the eye I felt intimidated so I looked down at the floor. He then said “it would be so easy for me to ruin what little of a social life you have in school” “I know” I said... he then said something I really didn’t expect from him of all people. “how about you get in that stall on your knees and earn my silence.” Even if he didn’t have me over a barrel I would have submitted to him anyway so obviously I did exactly what he said...

I was so nervous but entered the stall and kneeled down as instructed. He followed and closed the door behind him. With the door behind him and a wall behind me knelt I knew I wasn’t going anywhere until he let me...

“Micha” before I could finish his name he just to me to “shut up” he unzipped his school trousers reached in and pulled, out flopped a massive semi erection must have been 7 inches long and still growing... he grabbed me by the back of my hair and pushed my head into his cock. I was so turned on. So excited... it didn’t take much and before I knew it I was letting his cock slide between my lips. He was moaning as his cock began to disappear before him. I could feel his cock swelling in my mouth stiffening with every moment. By this point he had reached the back of my mouth and my throat was too small for it to go further. Instead of pulling back he pushed my head down and thrusted forward into my mouth and his cock went deep into my throat I started gagging on it but he didn’t care he just held it there. After a few seconds he pulled it back allowing me to get a breath before pushing all the way down again. I tried to push him back to give me some breathing room but he was much stronger than me.

I could feel the tears running down my face as he trusted faster and harder into my mouth I could hear his breath shorten and I knew what was going to happen next because the same thing happens to me before “I’m Cumming he said” before I had a chance to do anything he thrusted deep into my throat and load after load of salty sticky fluid blasted against the wall of my throat then straight down into my stomach... I had no power. No choice but to let him use my mouth as his cum dump.

I felt dirty and used but what could I do nobody would believe me but they would believe anything he said so I accepted my place. At his feet... After he slid is cock back into his trousers with my saliva glazing it I figured he was done with me now but no he said to me before he left. “You belong to me now, I’m going to black mail you into doing whatever I want and you are going to follow my instruction.”

I then realised what I had gotten myself into... Although I was scared I kind of liked the idea! I didn’t want to but I couldn’t help myself. Before he left I don’t know why I said it but I just said “yes sir.”