I look at Josh as he sit quietly, waiting for me to begin. I try to decide just where to start.
'Josh, when I told you about the problems in my marriage, I left some out.'
'I figured you had,' Josh interrupted and added, 'but knew yo'd tell me when you were ready.'
'About two years ago is when I think it really started. Kate was in school and taking an extra heavy load to graduate early. She began staying on campus late at night at the library, or getting tutored by one of her professors. After a while I got tired of staying home alone, so i started going to the gym more or hanging out with my buddies.'
'The stress was getting to me so about a year ago I started spending more time in the gym showers under hot steamy water or in the men's steam room or sauna to unwind. After a few months I realized that the reason was not only to relieve stress but I was enjoying looking at the other nude men there. Then about five or six months ago I began to wonder what it would be like to go to bed with a guy and have sex with him. I wondered what it was like to get sucked by a guy or suck another guys cock. I had never had any thoughts like this before. I don't know if Kate suspected anything or not, but like I said, she up and moved out.'
'I see. Do you know for sure that she was at the library or getting tutored?'
'No. I had no reason not to believe her. Why?'
'I guess it's the detective in me, but with your permission, I'd like to check some ideas out.'
'Sure, but what kind of ideas?'
'Personally, I think she was seeing another man. You said you were from the Dallas area didn't you?'
'I have a friend that is a private detective in Dallas and he owes me quite a few favors. I'm going to have him do some checking.'
Josh dialed a number andtold the detective what he needed. I gave her parents address, car license plate and description, and where she worked. Josh told him that if he did it no charge the score would be even. The man agreed and said that he'd get back to Josh as soon as possible. Josh told him to put a rush on it.
I looked at Josh and said, 'You haven't commented on my statements about going to bed with another guy.'
'What is there to say. Why should I make comments about something that I myself have done before?'
'You have had sex with another guy?'
'Yes, I have. It was very enjoyable. Look, Matt, now you know something about me that few people know. So what. Just be yourself and I'll do the same.'
'Agreed,' I said. 'Now how about some breakfast?'
We got dressed and went to breakfast, then checked out some of the shops on the ship before going to the casino. I won a couple hundred on the slots before we went back to my suite. When we got there, I immediately stripped and looked at Josh. He was looking at me and smilling.
'Well, you're the one that got me into this. Are you going to join me?'
'Fuck yea,' he said as he quickly removed his clothes.
We ordered some beer and when they were delivered we had decided to stay nude and see the reaction. To our amazement, there was no reaction at all from Greg as he placed the bucked of iced beer on the balcony table.
After a couple of beers each, we decided to get out of the sun and went back and sat on the sofa. Josh got quiet and I asked what was wrong.
'What's wrong?' I asked. 'You're so quiet.'
'You. That's what's wrong.'
'Just what do you mean by that remark?'
'Matt, you are one hot man. I'll admit it turns me on and makes me wnt to kiss you. In case you haven't figured it out, I'm totally gay.'
'I know that. I'm not that dumb. So what are you going to do about the kiss?'
'Nothing. That's what.'
I waited a few seconds before leaning over to him and placing my hands on each side of his face and kissing him gently. I pulled back and looked into his eyes. There was a certain twinkle and I kissed him again. I felt his lips part and tip of his tongue press gently against my lips. I opened my mouth to accept his tongue and soon we were kissing passionately. I did not feel that there was anything wrong with it.
When we seperated he looked at me and said, 'Wow. I certainly didn;t expect that.'
'Didn't we agree to just be ourselves.'
'Yea, we did,' he said as he reached over and felt my hard cock. 'Very nice,' he added.
I reached over and took his hard cock in my hand and said, 'Your's isn't so bad either.'
'we gently began stroking each others cocks. Suddenly he began laughing and said, 'I feel like I'm back in my early teens when me and a buddy used to sneak off and jerk together.'
'You did that also?' I asked.
'Sure did. A lot.'
We slowly stroked each other and after a while Josh slipped leaned over and began licking and sucking one of my nipples. I moaned with pleasure. I never knew that a man's nipples were so sensitive. He worked on one then the other while he continued stroking my cock.
After a minute or so, he began running his tongue down my body to my navel the lower to my pubic hairs and arund the base of my cock. sliding down to the floor, he got between my legs and began licking my balls. I had never felt anything like that before. As he licked them precum began flowing from my cock. He ran his tongue up the underside of my cock and licked up the clear fluid.
Then taking my cock in his other hand he slid the head into his mouth. 'Oh shit!' I moaned softly. He began running his tongue around the head of my cock before sliding his mouth further down taking my full length into his mouth and throat. His nose was buried in my pubic hair. slowly he began a steady up and down motion sucking me gently to a climax. He knew I was close by my breathing and moaning. I warned him but he continued and soon I exploded into his mouth. He collected every drop then looked up at me and smiled as he swallowed my load.
'Damn, that was fantastic,' I said. 'Man, you can suck me any time you want.'
'I thought it was pretty damn tasty myself.'
'Is semen safe to swallow?'
'Fuck yea. It's nerly all pure protein.'
After I caught my breath I kissed him again and began to return the favor, copying what he had done to me.
'That's not necessary, Matt.'
'Whether it is or not, I want to do it. I have to know what it's like to give as well as receive.'
Soon, I was at his cock and after taking a breath, I took the head in my mouth. It was so fucking erotic.I took as much as I could and pulled back. I then went down again and tried to relax and was able to swallow morre of his cock. With one more try, I buried my nose in his thick bush. I began sucking and before long he warned me that he was close. I kept sucking and within seconds I felt his thick creamy load explode from his cock and fill my mouth. I collected it all before swallowing. I wanted to get a good taste of his cum. It was delicious.
'Fuck man, if i didn't know better I'd swear that you have been at this for years. That was fantastic. Not like most beginners.'
We kissed again and cuddled. He asked if I wanted to order dinner.
'Josh, if you don't mind, I'd like to be alone for tonight. I have to digest what has transpired.'
'I totally understand. Call me in the morning.'
'I will,' I replied as he dressed to leave. Before leaving he kissed me again. I went on to bed and thought about what had happened. I found that I had thoroughly enjoyed it all. That night I slept more contentedly than I had in months.
The next morning I called Josh and when he answered, I simply said, 'I need to see you.'
TO BE CONTINUED......