I know it's been a long time, but I haven't stopped writing, I swear, I just took a break.
This is a new story I wrote as a continuation of 'Earning Danny,' and it's called 'A New Dream' (see what I did there? ;) ) but that doesn't mean I gave up on Steven's story either, I just thought since I have ideas for both of them, I might as well post them simultaneously, maybe post a chapter of 'What Now,' then one of 'A New Dream,' and so on and so forth, especially since they happen during the same time-frame.
You get the picture.
Anyways, let me know if you like it, or maybe you'd rather I focus on one story and finish it before posting another. Either way, tell me what you think!
A NEW DREAM
I woke up to a very annoying sound. It was a loud, very loud, and insistent sound.
I groaned, too tired to move, and I felt something behind me shift. Suddenly, I opened my eyes and found myself in a strange bed. I was startled for half a second, but then I looked down and recognized the bedding pattern. I was in Jake´s bed. The loud noise was his alarm going off, telling him to get ready for school. It was Friday, November 1st, and we'd just spent the night together for the first time ever after he'd taken my virginity.
Jake raised himself over me and reached his hand out to slap his alarm off. Then he laid his arm over my waist and squeezed me tight. "Hey, baby," he whispered in my ear before laying a sweet kiss there. His whole body pressed against my back, and since we were both naked, I could feel his meaty semi nestled between my butt cheeks. I was instantly hard. "Good morning."
"Good morning," I responded, turning in his arms. As soon as I saw him, I had to resist the urge to moan. I'd always known Jake, my former best friend and now boyfriend, was sexy. He was hands down the sexiest man I'd ever seen in my life, all rugged and manly with his strong features, him stubble, and his drool-worthy body, but if I'd thought that was sexy, it was because I'd never seen his like he was now. His black hair was disheveled, his eyes half closed and groggy with sleep, and he was giving me his most beautiful and sexy smile. I bit my lip.
He grabbed me by the back of the neck and pulled me into a long and deep good morning kiss. When we pulled back, we were both smiling like idiots.
"How're you feeling angel?" he asked, cupping my face with his big hand. Everything about him was big.
"Angel?" I asked, smiling. "That's a new one." He'd previously asked me how I wanted him to call me, and we'd settled on 'baby.'
"Yeah," he said, "I found it fitting. You look so beautiful right now, all pretty and perfect, and the light from the window behind you is making your hair glow, like a halo. You look like the most beautiful angel." I couldn't help but smile again, and I kissed him, hard.
"I love you," I said, staring deep into his bright green eyes.
He bit his lip, and I got even harder. "I love you too baby." We kissed again, and I laid my head on his broad, hairy chest. It was hard as a rock, as was the rest of his body. I put my arms around his waist, and he embraced me with one arm while he caressed my hair with the other.
After about a minute of us just lying there in each other's arms, I saw him glance at his clock and then back at me.
"Baby, we've gotta get ready for school. You wanna shower here or you want me to take you home?"
"I wanna shower here, with you," I said, looking into his eyes.
"Alright," he said, kissing me on the forehead and starting to sit up.
"Wait," I said, pushing him down with a hand on his chest. I glanced at the clock. "We have almost an hour before school starts. We have time." I reached my hand down and took a hold of his dick, finding it completely hard and giving it a slight tug. Jake's eyes darkened and he bit his lip.
"Fuck, baby, are you sure? God knows I wanna do it again, but we did it twice last night, aren't you sore? I don't wanna hurt you."
"What I am is horny," I said, kissing his neck, "and I need this inside of me." I gave his dick another pull, just for good measure. "I want you, babe. Please make love to me again."
Jake pushed me back and looked me in the eyes for a few seconds. His dick was throbbing in my hand, and he was breathing hard.
"Baby, you have no idea what your words do to me." I started to laugh, but his lips attacked me, and in less than half a second he had me on my back, laying most of his weight on top of me with my legs on either side of him.
"Mmmmm, mhhhhm," I moaned with his tongue in my mouth. Damn, my boyfriend was a good kisser!
Suddenly he broke the kiss with a pop, pushed my thighs into my stomach and dove face - or tongue - first into my hole. I was already moist and open from his earlier loving, since he'd thoroughly fucked me twice the night before, but I wasn't complaining, cause he was just as good at rimming as he was kissing. He had me moaning and throwing my head back in pleasure as soon as he started.
Five minutes later, his handsome face resurfaced with a smile.
"It's such a huge compliment to hear you moaning like that, angel," he said, and all I could do was smile. He gave me a quick peck on the lips and got up onto his knees. He took hold of my new obsession - his penis - and he spit on it, making sure to leave it nice and glistening for insertion. He then guided it to my opening and let the big, pretty pink head rest on it. I pushed out with my muscles, knowing it would make it easier for us both, and he started pushing.
Once the head was in, I hugged him tight with my hole. I'd learned to do that to my own fingers over the years, and I'd always fantasized about doing it to a real life dick. Especially one I loved so much.
Jake started pushing more of his long shaft inside of me and laid his sexy body on me, watching my face for a response. We both smiled. "It's so fucking good," I panted, feeling every vein and his foreskin receding the more he pushed into my wet channel.
"I agree," he said and buried his face in my neck. Once he slid all the way in and I could feel his big balls against my ass, I squeezed again and grabbed a hold of his muscular back.
"Jesus, Danny" He panted, starting to move slowly. "No one's ever made me feel like this before."
"And no one ever will," I told him, grabbing him by the neck with both hands. "You're mine now. All mine."
He chuckled, picking up his pace. "I fucking love it when you get possessive." He kissed my neck and gave me a playful bite. "And, yes, I'm yours. All yours."
For the next ten minutes, he continued to fuck me into oblivion. He was so fucking good, knowing exactly how hard and fast, or slow and sweet to pound me without me ever saying a word.
All I did was moan.
"Jake," I whispered after a while, "you're making me insane." I was panting and writhing underneath him as his girth stretched me wide open. The sensations were incredible - the feel of his big solid body on top of me, the friction of his abs against my dick as he thrust into me, boring a path through my body for his huge cock, his hot breath on my skin, and his grunts of pleasure whispered into my ear.
He chuckled lightly, and I could feel it through his cock, my hole was so sensitive.
"Don't go insane baby," he whispered sexily. "Focus. Just focus on me." As he said this, he raised himself a little, and as he kept pounding me into the mattress, he put his handsome face right above mine, and he breathed on my lips. "Focus on me, Danny," he commanded, and like it'd started to do a few days ago, my body quickly complied to his voice.
I grabbed on to his solid back to stop myself from floating away, but otherwise stayed completely still, letting him do the thrusting for us, and I noticed surrendering to him like that, giving him complete power over me, had a calming effect on me, knowing I could just let go and trust he'd take care of us both. I relaxed, and I let my mind wander and just feel everything my amazing boyfriend was making me feel.
"That's it, baby," Jake whispered with a smile and gave me a sweet peck on the lips. "Relax. Just relax and enjoy it."
The first time Jake's penis thrust into my body last night, something broke inside of me - emotionally. For years I'd been building up a wall around myself that I thought I needed in order to protect myself from love. Ever since the one time in elementary school when I told a boy that I liked him for the first time and he pushed me into the ground and called me a fag, my mind figured I needed to be careful who I showed affection to, and ever since then, all of it had been focused towards my parents and my friends. He hadn't been extremely awful - never punched me or anything like that, but he refused to talk to me from then on, and when his friends made fun of me for what I'd done, calling me a fag, I tried to shrug it off, but secretly it hurt me deeply.
Even when I got my first boyfriend, Steven Price, I stayed emotionally unattached, since he wanted to keep us a secret, and I knew he meant heart ache for me, so I decided I wouldn't commit, and by that I mean physically, until he proved to me he was trustworthy, but he never did. He actually broke up with me because I wouldn't have sex with him.
When Jake first showed up into my life, though - the very moment that I saw him - I knew he was dangerous. He was dangerous for my heart, and he was dangerous for the walls I'd built for myself, so I'd always kept him at arm's length. I was worried trying anything else would ruin our friendship like it did when I was younger.
Jake was my best friend, but never anything else, until a week ago, when he confessed to me that he liked me - something we'd both known for a long time but had refused to acknowledge - and throwing caution to the wind, I decided to take the risk, because something in those eyes, those beautiful, bright green eyes, told me it was okay to let go. It was okay to give myself up to him, for I knew he'd keep me safe. I didn't need to protect my heart from him anymore, cause the safest place for it was in his hands.
He'd said after we finished making love the first time that I had fulfilled his dream of being with me, and his new dream was to marry me. He didn't propose, but he said one day he wanted us to get married and have a family. In my mind, I married us right then and there, and I decided he was mine. We didn't need a piece of paper to make it official. Not yet anyway. I would never let him go.
Now, as I lay in his bed at seven in the morning, having spent the night at his house after he took my virginity - after I gave him my virginity - Jake was inside of me for the third time, and he was making love to me with so much tenderness and leisure, taking his time gliding in and out of my now very relaxed and wet opening. He'd cum inside of me both previous times, and he'd fucked me so good and thoroughly that my hole was not holding up any resistance, it was just soft and open for him as he held me laid bare for him and his love.
I was looking into his eyes, and what I saw there - all the love and raw emotion - was just too much for me, and I didn't want to cry and make him think there was something wrong when everything was perfect, so I adverted my eyes, focusing on his body, his muscular and masculine body, undulating with his thrusts into mine.
His arms were so big and muscular, holding on to my thighs as he pushed them into my body, folding me in half. His shoulders were nice and round, and his neck thick and straining with the effort of his movements. His chest - his oh, so wonderful chest - was heaving, and his muscles, wide and perfectly furry, were covered in a light sheen of sweat. His abs, the envy of many, were contracting and relaxing as he moved, and he had the V on the sides of his navel, the one every guy wants to have.
My eyes drifted lower, and right after his pubes started, I could see both of us. Our union. His dick was so thick my pink hairless hole was stretched really wide to accommodate it, and I could see every time he pushed in, some of his cum would dribble out, since I was filled to capacity, and when he pulled back, his long, thick shaft was covered with the pearly-white, sticky substance.
I leaned my head to the side with a moan and looked out the window. The sun was streaming in through the drapes, giving the room a soft white glow. It was perfect, 'cause that soft glow reflected how I was feeling inside. I felt like I was in heaven, and Jake was my guardian angel.
Then he put his hand on the back of my neck and turned my face towards him.
"Baby, are you okay?" he asked me with a worried look on his face. "You spaced out on me."
I smiled. "I'm perfect." He looked relieved. "This is perfect. This is how I wanna wake up every morning. I love you."
"I want that too, baby," he said with that beautiful blinding smile of his. "More than anything." With that, he claimed my mouth in a passionate kiss, and as he thrust his tongue inside, I wrapped myself around him and pressed our bodies together. Then he was cumming, and he came so much that it started spilling out of me as he kept on fucking me.
By the time he stopped, I could feel his cum dribbling out of my hole and into my lower back, where it started pooling on the sheets. That, I decided, was my favorite part of sex. Feeling him cumming inside me, filling me up, marking my body with his seed, and feeling that connection between us as he released all of his love for me into my body. I wanted to feel that forever. I wanted him to never stop cumming, to never stop thrusting, to never be anything but inside of me forever.
I was so into him I didn't even realized I'd painted both our stomachs with my own load.
"Don't stop," I begged him with a moan. I remembered hearing him say he loved it when I begged. "Please, babe, don't stop. Keep making love to me, please. Never stop."
Jake groaned and buried his face in my neck. "Fuck, Danny, you're so fucking sexy." He let out a tortured moan, and I could feel his penis going soft inside me. "I'm sorry, baby, I don't think I can get hard again."
I couldn't let this be over. We'd done it three times already, but it was too good, it was too addictive. I had to have more. "Yes you can," I firmly stated, and I pushed him off of me onto his back, making his dick pull out of me with a wet pop.
Once I had him on his back, I took his cum-covered penis in my hand, and before he could say anything, I took it all in my mouth, drawing a loud moan from him, and making him throw his head back in pleasure. Since he was only half hard, I could finally take him all the way in my mouth, and the sensations were even stronger for him than usual, since he was sensitive from having just cum.
"Oh, god, Danny!" he moaned as I felt him hardening in my mouth. "What are you doing to me? Now you're making me go insane!"
I chuckled, and the vibrations seemed to please him, for his abs started clenching, and he thrashed his head from side to side while he moaned incoherently. In that moment, I felt so powerful, knowing I could turn this hunk of a man into a whimpering bulk of muscle.
It seemed so odd, but at the same time so natural, how power seemed to flow from one to the other between us. One moment he had me writhing underneath him, impaled on his cock, and now, here he was, at my total mercy with his dick down my throat. It made me feel important to know that he was willing to completely hand over control to me, which I didn't need to ask him to know he never did with anyone but me.
And his dick was indeed down my throat, since it was so long, and thick. I didn't even realize when it happened, but at some point he'd gotten completely hard, and since it had slowly grown and thickened in my mouth, it made its own way in, rather than me trying to jam it in there like I'd done before.
If asked, I'd never admit it cause it'd be too embarrassing, but ever since that first time I unsuccessfully tried deep-throating him, I'd looked it up online, and I'd learned a few things. Now it was time to put them into practice.
I took a deep breath and focused on breathing through my nose. I stayed there for a minute, getting used to it, and when I felt ready, I took another deep breath and pushed my face down as far as it would go, until my lips made contact with the soft hairs on his groin.
I then pursed my lips hard on the root of his dick and made my throat move as if I was swallowing a big gulp of water. I'd read online the purpose was to make it feel like a wet, warm massage.
"Oh, shit, Danny!" Jake whispered when I did that. All his muscles, especially his sexy abs, contracted at the same time and I knew he was trying his hardest not to move so he wouldn't choke me.
Even if he did move, though, I was determined not to choke or gag. I had to be the best he'd ever had. As long as he was with me, he'd never want anyone else.
I pulled my head up, making sure to purse my lips and suck hard, and I felt Jake's legs quiver slightly. When I got all the way up to the head, I turned my head from side to side, as if making out with it, and licked all over it with my tongue. Then I pulled all the way off and gave him what I hoped was a sexy smile. He responded by cupping my face with one hand and letting out a tortured moan, so I went back down before my throat closed up again and took him all the way down, making his eyes roll to the back of his head with his mouth hanging open.
For the next five minutes, I proceeded to give him the best blowjob I possibly could, taking him down to his pubes a few times, then pulling back up and focusing on the head for a little bit before quickly bobbing up and down and massaging the shaft with both my mouth and left hand. My right hand was busy, you see, jerking my dick like crazy. I had no idea how amazing sucking him would be for me, and I was taken aback by how much I loved it. I was drooling like crazy, his dick tasted so good, and the loud slurping sounds I was making were bringing both of us closer to the edge.
I suddenly pulled off completely when I felt I was about to cum, making Jake's eyes and mouth pop open. "What's wrong, baby?" He asked, putting a hand softly on the top of my head.
I smiled. I still hand his dick in my hand. "Nothing," I said. "Just got too close. I want to look at it for a little bit. It's so pretty, Jake." He smiled. And it was. It was long (9 inches), thick, and once I pulled back his meaty foreskin I say his round, bulbous pink head. What made it look even better, though, was how shiny and glistening it was with my saliva. I jerked it softly up and down a few times, and I couldn't resist anymore, I had to have it in my mouth again.
Jake's hand never left my head, and he was tenderly running it through my hair. "Oh, baby..." he moaned, "oh god, Danny... oh, uh...my sweet, sweet angel... oh my god! I'm gonna cum, Danny... I'm so close..." His face contorted in bliss, and I felt his dick expanding in my mouth.
I was ready for his load. I wanted in my mouth, on my face, all over me, in my ass, but I decided it'd feel better for him if I swallowed it, so I redoubled my efforts, both sucking him and jerking myself off.
His hand in my hair stilled, he fisted the sheets with his other one, and he let out a loud groan as he flooded my mouth with cum. He kept shooting and shooting, filling me with his sweet cum. It was so delicious, just like the rest of him, and I swallowed over and over, not spilling a single drop.
Once he was done shooting, Jake's body slumped down into the bed, and I continued to thoroughly clean his gorgeous dick of any trace of cum, getting a good taste before I swallowed.
He kept massaging my shoulders with both hands as I worked, and once I let out a satisfied moan and smiled up at him, he grabbed me under my arms and quickly pulled me on top of him, grabbing hold of my ass with both hands and thrusting his tongue into my mouth.
"Mmmm, mmhmm," I moaned between his wonderful kisses. "I'm so close, Jake. Please, babe, make me cum," I pleaded.
In one second flat, he had me flipped over on my back, threw my legs over his shoulders, and kissed me hard while he gently inserted two fingers into my ass. I was well stretched and lubed with cum, so not only did it not hurt, but it felt like heaven, especially cause he found my prostate almost immediately and started rubbing on it hard while he devoured my mouth. I was moaning my head off while I ran my hands all over his muscular back, feeling myself going over the edge in less than a minute.
My ass clamped down hard on his fingers, my arms tightened around his neck, and I moaned incoherently into my wonderful boyfriend's mouth as one of the best orgasms of my life overtook me.
As soon as I stopped shooting, he let my legs fall down onto his thighs, my arms fell limply onto the bed, but he encircled me with his arms and never stopped kissing me.
After a few minutes of both of us catching our breaths, Jake lowered his head to my stomach and started licking up all my cum, and I said the first thing that came into my mind.
"How in the heel did you find it so quickly?! It took me months to find it myself."
Jake chuckled. "You mean your prostate?" I nodded, eyes closed in exhaustion.
"I found it last night, and I made a mental note never to miss it again. I told you baby, I'll take care of you. I'll always make you feel good."
I forced my eyes open and looked at his handsome face. "I wanna do that for you too," I whispered.
"You already are baby," He said, giving me a sweet peck on the lips. "You're the best I've ever had."
My eyes filled up with tears of emotion, so I closed them again and hugged him tight.
A few minutes later, I felt more than heard Jake chuckle, and I pulled back to find him grinning.
"What is it, babe?" I asked.
"I just realized you said it took you months to find your prostate yourself."
"Nothing, it's just... it's so fucking hot picturing you laying in your bed at night, all sexy and hard, fingering yourself."
It was my turn to grin. "You wanna know something?" I asked.
"Sure baby," he said, pushing my sweaty bangs out of my face.
"More often than not, when I was doing that, I would think of... you. I'd imagine it was your fingers... or your cock bringing me to orgasm."
Jake's breath caught in his throat, and I saw his eyes darken again. "Re - really?" he asked, licking his lips. "Yo - you were thinking of me while doing it?" I bit my lip and nodded. "I thought you'd never seen me as anything but a friend until the night of the bonfire. I never imagined you had sexual fantasies about me."
"Well," I said slowly, not sure if I wanted to tell him. "It's actually kind of embarrassing, but..."
"What is it, angel? You can tell me anything."
"Okay." I took a deep breath. "Last year, there was this one time I was heading to the showers after swim practice, and I thought no one would be there, but there was someone. You." His eyebrows rose up, interested. "You were showering, and, well... you were naked. I'm ashamed to admit it, but I stayed hidden, looking at you for longer than I should have, and I was never able to get the image of your sexy body, so muscular, so manly... and your dick... out of my mind. It's just so big and pretty, babe!" I'd never seen Jake smile so broadly. "I tried to pretend it was just your body I was attracted to, not you, but... you were my best friend, and I was scared admitting that would ruin our relationship, so I pretended not to like you that way until I was alone at night." I paused for a second. "I want you to know something, okay? The reason I said yes to you that night, when you asked me to be your boyfriend, it wasn't because I was vulnerable or sad because Steven broke up with me. Sure, I was both sad and vulnerable, but that's not why I said yes. I don't ever want you to feel like you were my second choice. You were my first, Jake, you always were. I was just scared to admit it."
Jake's beautiful face was smiling, but he had tears running down his face. So did I. He kissed me then, and I could tell he'd been worrying about just that - having being my second choice, but he was now letting go of all that frustration and pouring his soul into our kiss.
We kissed for a really long time, how much I don't know, but suddenly we stopped when his alarm went off again. We both glanced at the clock.
Shit. It was 7:50, and we had to be at school at 8:20. We hadn't even showered yet.
Jake slapped his alarm off again, and I took the chance to get out from under him, heading for the bathroom.
"Wait," he called back. "Where are you going?"
"Babe, we've got to shower. School starts in half an hour."
"Baby, you made me so hard again, please, just one more time!"
"Jake, we don't have time!"
"Come on baby, please!" he pleaded. He started jerking his dick slowly, making me horny all over again. I couldn't deny it - I wanted him. But we had to be quick.
"Alright," I said, and his smile made it worth it. I didn't care if we were late, making my boyfriend happy was more important. "But we're doing it in the shower, and you need to be quick!"
"Alright," he said, getting up from the bed and quickly gluing himself to my back. He was so excited, it was so cute. It made me love him even more.
We walked together to the shower, and as soon as we got the temperature right, we hoped in, and he started lathering me up with the soap, making me all soapy and slippery. He rubbed me nice and well all over, especially my butt and in between my cheeks. He positioned himself against my hole, and I leaned into the wall, grabbing onto the shower handles for support.
He was thoughtful as ever, entering me slowly so as not to hurt me, but I was ready and we had little time, so I relaxed my hole as much as I could and pushed back onto his dick, swallowing the whole thing in one swift motion.
"Come on, babe, I can take it," I panted against the tiles. "Give it to me hard."
Jake let out a grunt, grabbed me by the hips, and started pistoning in and out of me at a rapid pace, and after just a few minutes he reached around and started jerking my dick, my walls squeezed around him and I painted the shower wall with cum. At the same time Jake slapped his hips hard against my ass and put his arms around my chest as he let go inside of me, adding another huge load to the cum already sloshing around in my rectum.
Afterwards, he rinsed me with shaky hands and I did the same for him. We each washed our own hair quickly and after rinsing, I was ready to go, but Jake guided me under the spray again, and using the extra shower nozzle, he told me to open up for him, guided it between y cheeks and washed my insides. I was a little disappointed, since I loved feeling his essence inside of me, but he was right, if I left like this, I'd be leaking in my underwear all day. Besides, him being so thoughtful and taking care of me was really endearing.
We toweled off and changed quickly, Jake in his owns clothes, jeans, a simple shirt and a sweater, but since I didn't bring any extra clothes the previous night, I had to borrow some of his, and I ended up wearing one of his old jeans, shirt and sweater from middle school, and though they were too small for him now, they were still too big for me, but they were his, and it made me feel good wearing them.
* * *
By the time we were ready, it was 8:10, so we skipped breakfast and got in his car. Jake's hose was only a five-minute drive away from school, so we made it with five minutes to spare, and when we parked and got out of the car, we started walking to the school's entrance, where our friends, Mike, Ian, Nora, Sarah and my best friend Rachel approached us.
"Hey guys!" Rachel said enthusiastically as she gave each of us a tight hug.
"Hey," I said, hugging her back.
"So..." Ian said, pointing at Jake and then me.
"So... ?" I asked, not knowing what he meant.
"Are you guys looking to cause a scene, or... ?"
"What do you mean?" Jake asked, instinctively putting an arm around me. I hugged him back.
"Are you guys dumb?" he asked, exasperated.
"What the hell, Ian?" Jake asked, getting flustered himself. "What are you talking about?"
"What he means," interrupted Nora, "is Danny's obviously wearing your clothes."
"So what?" I asked.
"What do you mean, so what?" said Sarah all excited. "Everyone's already talking about what happened last night with Steven, you know, what he said about you guys? Anyway, if people see you like this, they'll automatically assume you guys did it, which you obviously did, like he said. And if he sees you himself, he'll throw another fit, and it'll be everything everyone'll talk about for weeks." Well, she should know, I thought, she was the queen of gossip at our school.
I could sense Jake getting tense beside me. This was upsetting him.
"Our relationship is none of that bastard's business, or anyone else for that matter," he growled.
"Dude," Mike interrupted, "settle down, no one's trying to attack you guys, we're just saying it would be a good idea if you two took the day off, you know, like... a honeymoon." I couldn't help but smile. Mike was Jake's best friend, like Rachel was mine. He put his hand on his shoulder. "We're just trying to help, man."
Jake relaxed and nodded. "Yeah, sorry, it's just... that guy gets on my nerves."
"It's alright, we've got your back, dude, just go."
"I'll take notes for you in history and math," Nora told me.
"And I'll do the rest," Rachel offered.
"Yeah," Ian said to Jake, "Mike and I got you covered, too."
We definitely had great friends
"Thank you guys, really." I said. "Love you all, and we'll see you on Monday." I started walking away and pulled Jake with me by the hand.
"Baby, are you serious?" he asked, with an incredulous smile on his face. "I mean, I'm all for it if you are, but this is so unlike you."
"Come on, we never do this, and Mike's right, this is our honeymoon. I just wanna be with you, and I don't wanna deal with... you know, HIM."
"Yeah," he nodded. "Okay, baby, let's go then." He squeezed my hand and we started walking back to his car.
"Danny, wait!" Rachel called back and we stopped. She told the others to go ahead and she'd be right there.
"What is it?" I asked, curious.
"I, uh..." She was looking down.
"Rach," I said, taking her hand with the one I wasn't holding Jake's. "Is there something wrong?"
She quickly looked up, her big, round hazel eyes filled with worry. She brushed her blonde bangs out of her forehead and cleared her throat. "Uhm, no, not wrong, exactly, it's just... something happened last night, and I wanted to talk to you about it."
"Anything I can do to help?" Jake asked, putting a hand to her shoulder. They weren't as close as her and I were, but they still cared for each other.
"Actually," she said, "don't take it the wrong way, Jake, but I need to talk to Danny alone about this."
He raised his eyebrows and removed his hand from her shoulder. "Alright," he said, confused.
"It's nothing personal, you know I love you, but it involves someone else you're really close to, and I don't wanna put you in an uncomfortable position."
"Okay, now I'm even more confused," he said with a chuckle.
She smiled, pushing her hair behind her ear. She had a lot of hair, so it was constantly getting in her face. "Sorry, Jake, but it's a secret." Then the bell rang, and her shoulders slumped. "Alright, Danny boy, I guess it'll have to wait until after school."
"Sure," I said, "I'll be home by then."
We hugged, then she hugged Jake, and just before she left, she grabbed each of us by the hand and looked into our eyes with a smile. "I just wanna say I'm really happy for you guys. I always knew you were perfect for each other." Then she blew us a kiss and hurried inside.
Both Jake and I smiled at each other, and I felt a comfortable warmth spread through my chest.
"Wonder what that's about," Jake said, turning me in the direction of his car again.
"Yeah, that was weird," I agreed.
"You'll tell me all about it, right?" he asked, smiling down at me.
I laughed. "You know I can't, she's my best friend."
"I thought I was your best friend," he said, pretending to be offended.
"No," I said slowly, "you're my boyfriend now."
"Isn't that more important?"
I laughed. "We'll see."
* * *
Twenty minutes later, I took a bite out of my burger and my eyes rolled to the back of my head. We'd been in such a rush this morning we'd skipped breakfast, so after leaving school Jake drove us to get breakfast. I'd been starving, and the burger tasted like heaven.
I bit into it again and moaned. "This is so damn good," I said around a mouthful.
Jake was just looking at me and smiling, his burger untouched in front of him.
"What?" I asked, taking another bite.
He started unwrapping his burger. "Nothing, it's just... you're usually so proper, and... I don't know... put together. It's nice to see you let go like this. Especially knowing it's with me."
I smiled and swallowed. "Well," I said, leaning against the table with my elbows. "I think you got rid of all my inhibitions last night." He smiled sexily. "I'm working on animal instinct now." He bit his lip, and I leaned forward, expecting a kiss from him, but he frowned, and I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach. I pulled back and sat straight faster than I thought possible, hanging my head. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "I'm sorry."
"Baby," Jake said, suddenly concerned. "What is it, what's wrong?" He got up from his seat in front of me and quickly came over to my side, sitting beside me. "Danny, angel, tell me, what did I do?"
"I'm sorry," I repeated. "I guess I just got caught up in everything we did last night... and this morning, that I never even thought about how you'd feel about stuff like this. I forgot you'd never really been open about doing things with guys. I guess you're not as comfortable kissing a guy in public. I'm sorry, it won't happen again."
"Danny, what are you talking about?" he asked, disbelief clear in his voice. "You think I'm embarrassed of kissing you in public?"
I raised my eyes slowly too look at him. "Well... yeah. You frowned when I tried to kiss you."
He let out a sigh of relief. "Baby... my sweet Danny, you got it all wrong. I would never be embarrassed of doing anything with you in public. Except for, you know, actually having sex, cause that's just private." I couldn't help but laugh, and he put his arm around me. "Sweetie, I love you, and I'll kiss you whenever you want, anywhere you want. Just a second ago, what I meant to say before you got all weird on me was there's ketchup all over your mouth." He grinned.
I raised my hand to touch my lips, and sure enough, it was all over them. Suddenly I blushed such a bright red I'm sure I matched the ketchup. Jake laughed and started wiping my face with a napkin.
"Baby," he said as soon as he had me clean, "I'd never been open about what I did with guys because before you it had never meant anything to me other than getting my needs met, and don't get me wrong, I never led them on, we were clear from the beginning nothing else would ever happen. I've been in love with you since I met you three years ago, and I would never feel comfortable talking to you about other guys. Now that I have you, though, it's a completely different thing. Like I said Friday night, I will never take you for granted, and I will never hide you from anyone. I will be proud to let everyone know that Danny Morrison is my boyfriend, and I'll be a good boyfriend to you. I promise, baby."
I smiled, believing every word he said, and he leaned down and kissed me right there in front of everyone.
* * *
After we both finished our food, Jake ordered a milkshake to go and we left.
"Where are we going?" I asked him once we were on the road.
"Well," he said, taking a sip of the milkshake. It was strawberry, both our favorite's. "I was thinking we could go back to the woods, have a nice romantic walk along the lake." He handed me the shake and I took a sip before nodding with a smile.
"Yeah, I'd like that." He stretched out his right hand and I took it. We held hands all the way there, and when he parked, again he had me wait in the car while he went around and opened the door for me. Unlike the first few times, I wasn't embarrassed anymore. He wanted to pamper me, and I was gonna let him.
We slowly walked around the lake for a while like he said, huddled close and holding hands, passing the milkshake between each other, and once we finished it he ran back to the car and put it in the cup holder (littering is bad) before running back and hugging me from behind. I loved feeling him like that, it made me feel protected and cared for. Maybe once we got home I'd ask him to fuck me like that. Hehe.
The walk actually was romantic, not only cause I was walking with my boyfriend glued to my back, but the sky was kind of cloudy, it was the beginning of November, so it was starting to get really cold, and the trees and the lake were so quiet all I could hear was Jake's deep and sensual voice in my ear, whispering how much he loved me, and eventually telling a joke or two. Not only was he sexy, manly but sensitive and romantic, but he was also the only guy in the world who could make me laugh no matter how I was feeling. He made me feel safe, like as long as he was with me I could do whatever I wanted and nothing bad would happen. He made me feel free.
Suddenly, I had a crazy idea, and I told him so.
"What is it, baby?" he asked, kissing my temple. I pulled away from him and took off my - Jake's - sweater. "Baby? What are you doing?" he asked. I only smiled at him and took off the shirt he let me borrow, followed by my shoes, socks and his pants. "Danny, what is going on?" he said. "You're gonna freeze to death!"
"No I'm not," I said, smiling, turned away from him and leaned down to take of the underwear I had on, giving him a nice view of my backside. Once I was fully naked, I put all his clothes I was borrowing and my own shoes and put them on a log. Then I jogged to the water's edge and jumped into the freezing water.
"Danny!" Jake exclaimed with a mixed look of horror, wonder and laughter on his gorgeous face.
I was trembling, the water was so freaking cold, but I wasn't gonna show that. I was feeling brave, and I wanted him to join me. "Come on, babe," I called out to him. "You're not gonna leave me hanging, are you? Join me!"
I saw him battling with himself for a second, wondering what to do, but then he sighed and started taking his clothes off. I smiled.
"This is a bad idea, baby," he said, exposing his magnificent chest. The cold actually made him look whiter, and his hair, both head and chest, even darker. It was a stark contrast, but it looked damn good on him, especially covering his tall frame and all those sexy muscles.
It started to get a little windy as he disrobed, making him shiver and flex his abs for me involuntarily, and I was almost drooling when he slid off his jeans, revealing his strong and muscular thighs and sculpted calves.
"Can I keep the underwear, though?" he asked, shivering.
I laughed and shook my head. "Nope, I'm naked, you should be too."
He slumped his shoulders in defeat, took a deep breath and shoved his boxer briefs off in one swift move, making a quick dash for the water.
"Holy sshhhiiiit!" he screamed as soon as he was beside me. I started laughing uncontrollably.
"Oh my god, Jake, don't be such a baby!" I told him in between my laughter.
He quickly grabbed me and held fast, trying to warm himself. "How in the fuck can you stand this?!" he asked through his teeth.
"The school's pool doesn't have a heating system," I said. "It's practically the same."
He snorted, and I started rubbing his arms with my hands, trying to warm him up. I was still feeling chilly, but it wasn't so bad anymore.
"You're insane baby," he whispered with a chuckle.
"Mhm," I agreed. "I am. For you." He pulled back a little and looked into my eyes. "You make me crazy - you make me feel free. I just wanted to do something exciting with you, to create a memory. I bet you we'll remember this when we're old and wrinkled."
He was still shaking, but he was giving me that smile that I loved.
"Yes we will, angel," he said, cupping the back of my head. "When we have kids I'll tell them about the time you almost froze me to death." He grinned. I laughed.
"Come on!" I said, throwing my arms around his neck, "it's not that bad."
"Baby, my dick is so far inside my stomach I'm afraid it'll never go back down."
"I bet I can help with that," I said, and I moved my hand down his chest, feeling up his abs as I passed them, and finally reaching what used to be his dick.
He was right, it was really shriveled up, but after a few seconds of coaxing, I felt it starting to respond to my hand.
"Mmm." Jake moaned in my ear, and I could feel his dick swelling even further in my hand. "yeah, it's starting to feel a little better now."
I chuckled "Yeah?"
"Mhm," he nodded. "I can barely feel the cold anymore. I'm actually starting to feel a little warm actually." Then he grabbed my butt and raised me up and against himself, and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"So this wasn't such a bad idea after all?" I asked, smiling. He kissed me.
"Nope." Another kiss. "You were right, this is kinda thrilling, and it'll make for a good story, just not the kind that we'll be telling our children." With that, he lined up his now full erection to my hole, and I smiled and leaned down to kiss him as he pushed inside me.
* * *
After a quick but very fulfilling fuck in the lake, and the sand, and a little bit in the car, Jake and I dried our freezing selves with his shirt, and we put our clothes back on (he just wore his sweater, no shirt) and we rushed back to his house to take a hot shower before we got sick.
We didn't fuck in the shower like we did before school, but it was really nice taking our time washing each other and feeling each other's bodies under the warm spray, and we even washed each other's hair, for which Jake actually had to steep quite low, making us both laugh, but it felt so nice and intimate. Then after I put on more of his clothes and we snuggled on his couch in the living room, him sitting against the arm on one side and me sprawled out along the length with my head in his lap.
Jake put in a movie, and we watched it for a while, him looking down at me every now and then with the sweetest, most endearing smile ever, and I could see all my love for him reflected in his eyes.
He asked me how I felt about everything that'd happened since last night, telling me it wasn't unusual to be a little vulnerable after losing your virginity, especially after having waited that long, but I just told him the truth - I'd never felt more loved and cared for in my entire life.
That made him smile again, telling me how glad he was, and we kissed for a bit but we'd already had sex five times in less than 24 hours, so we just went back to watching the movie.
We were still sitting like that when I heard a key in the lock and turned my head just in time to find Jake's mom walking in.
"Hey, guys!" she said, putting her keys away and closing the door behind her. "What are you doing home so early? It's only 1 o'clock, you should still have two more hours of school."
All blood drained from my face, but Jake seemed unfazed.
"Yeah... sorry 'bout that, we kinda skipped school today. We were at the party till real late, and we kinda slept in."
She pursed her lips, clearly not pleased, but she still came over and kissed his forehead, and surprised me by doing the same to me. "Alright, guys, just don't make it a habit. Anyway, did you have fun last night?"
"We did," Jake said, looking at me with a smile. "We had lots of fun."
"Did everything go as planned?" she asked, raising her eyebrows.
"Yeah," he said, now smiling at her. "Thanks mom, I love you."
"I love you too son, and I'm so glad." Then she looked at me and put her hand to her chest with a smile. "Alright, I'm gonna get started on lunch. Danny, will you be joining us?"
"Sure, Mrs. Moss, thank you."
She went into the kitchen, and my eyes snapped back to Jake.
"What was that about?" I asked, getting to the point.
"What do you mean?" he asked, feigning innocence.
"Why did your mom ask you if 'everything went according to plan'? What is she talking about." I started putting the pieces together in my head, but I really hoped I was wrong.
"Well," he said, slowly, "I kind of asked her if I could have the house to myself last night..."
Oh my god. I was right. He'd asked his mom to sleep somewhere else so he could bring me here and we could have sex.
I punched his chest lightly. "Oh my god, Jake!" I hissed. "You told your mom what we were gonna do last night?!"
"Baby," he said, chuckling, "come on, she's a grown woman with a teen aged son and a twenty year old, I didn't need to tell her. As soon as I asked if I could have the house to myself, she got all excited and told me she was gonna go and sleep at my aunt's. Danny, she's always known how in love I am with you - she's happy for us!" I hid my face I my hands out of embarrassment, but he just hugged me and kissed my temple. "It's fine," he assured me. "There's nothing for you to be embarrassed about, and she won't act weird about it or anything, I promise.
Turned out he was right. The meal was lovely, as was his mom - she always is, and she never once mentioned anything else about the previous night. She was just a really cool mom having lunch with her son and his boyfriend.
* * *
Afterwards, making sure it was time to go home without my parents knowing I'd skipped school, Jake drove me home and kissed my breath away at the door.
"Oh god," I whispered with a labored breath, holding onto his hair with one hand and his neck with the other. Both his hands were on my waist. "I don't want you to go."
"I don't wanna go either, Danny, but your parents haven't seen you since last night, and if you wait too much longer, they'll come out and find us like this."
Shit. He was right.
I gave him another peck on the lips and reluctantly let go, as did he.
"Alright," I said with a sigh. "I'll see you tomorrow, I guess?"
"Tomorrow?" he asked, grinning. "Who says I can't see you tonight?" My whole face lit up, and he smiled even wider, noticing. "You'll leave the kitchen door open for me?"
I bit my lip and nodded.
Jake gave me another long, lingering kiss, and jogged back to his car.
As soon as I lost sight of his car down the street, I pulled out my keys from my backpack (where I had all my stuff from last night) and went in.
"Hey, honey," my mom said, looking up from the kitchen island where she was beating something in a bowl. "How was school today?"
"It was fine," I said, coming up behind her and kissing her on the cheek. "As usual." Little white lie.
"I'm making a cake. I thought you might wanna invite Jake over when your dad gets home and have a little family dinner. Even Rachel can come."
I laughed nervously. "And what is the occasion, exactly?"
"Well," she said, stopping what she was doing and scratching her head. "I don't know, I guess I'm just glad my son has a boyfriend, who's his best friend, and it's your first week anniversary today." She smiled and went back to beating the cake batter.
I smiled too and gave her another kiss. "I love you mom. Let me just go freshen up real quick and I'll help you out, okay?"
"Alright, honey," she said. "Oh, and one more thing..." I looked at her expectantly. "Nice clothes."
I blushed a deep red, but she just smiled and resumed her work, so I ran up the stairs into my room, where I flung my backpack onto my desk and jumped into the middle of the bed, reaching into Jake's jeans for my phone.
"Guess what, babe?" I practically squeaked into the phone.
"What is it, angel?" he asked with his low, sexy laugh. I got a semi.
"My mom's making a cake to celebrate our first week anniversary, and you and Rach are invited. She wants to wait till my dad's here too, and he gets off work at five, so around six. That means I won't have to wait till midnight to see you again!"
"That's great, Danny. I love your mom so much. I'll see you at six then, but don't you think that means I won't go back at midnight, though. I'll definitely be there."
I smiled and bit my lip. "Oh, I'm counting on it."
He laughed again. "Baby, I'm gonna fuck you so good tonight. I love you."
"I love you too," I whispered, and when we hung up I had a huge smile on my face.
God, I thought, I'm so in love with this man.